Sorry

I am sorry to all the Ambrosia employees, web board viewers, and anyone else who I may have offended with my rants here.

I came here assuming Ambrosia was ignoring me, and they responded assuming I was always such a jerk.

When I did not receive any E-mails back from Ambrosia about my banning, I felt ignored. Missile Man told me he talked to David Dunham who reffered to me as "Your little friend Edgar Hons" and that David wanted me to apologize for what I did on Avara before he would unban me.

I did not want that to be the way for me to get back on Avara. It really boils down to principle for me, I won't apologize for something I didn't do. If I'm about to be convicted of a crime I didn't do and they told me my sentence would be lightened if I fessed up, I wouldn't. Therefore I came here with an attitude, thinking Ambrosia wanted me to give up my principles.

After speaking to Taz! and Andrew, I find they do not feel this way, and are doing their job as best as possible. I'm being ignorant in complaining about it and pointing out little mistakes or something, I have turned this personal. I've turned this into a Me vs. You fight and that closes the door on any real progress.

I am sorry for disrupting your board, I really am. I still feel I've done a good job in gaining attention and letting my problem be known, but apparently that's only half the problem. I'm sorry I didn't go about it Ambrosia's way. I told Taz this, and I mean it. I think it was Pyro who pointed it out, this is a dictatorship. I've been complaining about that without realizing I've gotta adjust to it.

I'm just trying to be a revolutionary, but I've had a false image that this system is corrupt and wrong. I haven't given Andrew a fair shot, I've been attacking him since my first post to him. I shouldn't expect anything positive to come of it.

I'm not apologizing to get unbanned. I don't want, nor expect you to say "Ok you apologized, you're a good guy, you're unbanned."

I'm simply admitting a wrong. I was wrong about you guys, and I'm sorry for acting upon my assumptions.

Now, as far as progress goes...

I would like to deal with you Andrew in a civilized manner. I shall state my problem, make my inquiries, and not question what you do. I would like for the discussion to begin soon, we will get everything straightened out, and THEN you take time to think about it.

This isn't meant to be a demand or anything, I'm simply stating what I feel would be the most efficient way of doing things. If you were to say "Let's wait a week (or any other time period) and then begin discussions" I just don't think it would work that well. I'd still be here replying to posts and probably aggravating you more. If you do think this is the best option, well, it is your choice, I can't force you to listen.

You didn't seem to like me staying off the board and viewing how you handled Aragorn, so I'm trying this. I'm trying to be civil here, I am trying.

Oh, and if you don't plan on unbanning me from the tracker at all, please ban me from this board. I'd just keep bringing it up, and I'd rather have it die if it's dead.

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This looks like a good start Edgar. Thank you.

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Originally posted by EdgarHons:
**Oh, and if you don't plan on unbanning me from the tracker at all, please ban me from this board. I'd just keep bringing it up, and I'd rather have it die if it's dead.

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You should be unbanned from the tracker now -- thanks for a conclusion to this mess. If you were banned unfairly, then I do apologize -- we have no way of knowing exactly what went down, but given your recent actions, I see no reason not to trust you and assume it was a mistake.

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Andrew Welch / el Presidente / Ambrosia Software, Inc.
Never argue with an idiot. They drag you down to their level then beat you with experience.

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Originally posted by andrew:
**You should be unbanned from the tracker now -- thanks for a conclusion to this mess. If you were banned unfairly, then I do apologize -- we have no way of knowing exactly what went down, but given your recent actions, I see no reason not to trust you and assume it was a mistake.

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you where lucky ed, if i where andrew i wouldn't have unbanned you for a long time, i must say, i'm impressed by andrew's ability to handle all this

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"There is no spoon." - Neo

<< you where lucky ed, if i where andrew i wouldn't have unbanned you for a long time, i must say, i'm impressed by andrew's ability to handle all this >>

Well he's probably grown as tired of all this as I have. I wasted his time, and I'd assume he just wants me out of his hair. I don't blame him.

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Originally posted by Aragorn:
**you where lucky ed, if i where andrew i wouldn't have unbanned you for a long time, i must say, i'm impressed by andrew's ability to handle all this
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I'm surprised that Edgar actually made that post.

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Knowledge is power, but ignorance is bliss.

I don't know who this guy is i have never talked to him. I think it was really good that you unbanned him : )

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