Gosh. Looking back at that, I can't believe what an incredibly nice time I was having in my life. Meanwhile it has plunged to horrible levels. I was saintly and happy then, now I'm decrepit and nothing. This is just horrible, absolutely horrible to read and the disgusting feeling in my stomach only makes it worse. I had so much then. Oh I wish things could have turned out differently.
There are only 3 kinds of people; those who can count, and those who can't.